"Lie down and look up at the ceiling and breathe with those curiously fragile lungs of yours and remind yourself: Don’t worry. Don’t worry. All is as it was meant to be. It was meant to be lonely and terrifying and unfair and heaving. Don’t worry."
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"…One may smile, and smile, and be a villain."
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I don’t know how I feel anymore.
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I wake up every morning and give myself one reason to make it through the day.
I’m trying to enjoy every day as they go by but it is so hard to enjoy anything and believe there is still good in this world after all the pain and lies every person I trusted has made me gone through.
I want to get rid of all the negativity and it’s hard when part of that negativity involves the person I cared the most about.
At the end of the day, I just feel worthless and like a pathetic piece of shit.
That is how view myself, so I don’t blame others for taking advantage of me.
"I pulled myself up and told myself to stop these ridiculous thoughts, wondering why it is that we can never stop trying to analyse the motives of people who have no personal interest in us, in the vain hope of finding that perhaps they may have just a little after all."
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